I just realized this
when I saw how other pairs act
I was confused
because I just realized
that eros still hated me
although I’m a bit thankful for that
but the question struck my mind until now
a simple question with a complicated answer
“Do my love is that powerful?“
I hated the question very much
although I’m a bit thankful for it
because if I did not realize it sooner
then maybe it will be a disastrous question
when she asked me that question
So, I learned many things from the question
that first, even if I dreamed of you every passing nights
it’s still questionable
that second, even if I shouted in my mind that I love you
it’s still questionable
that third, even if you are my center of gravitation
it’s still questionable
that fourth, if I want to make it unquestionable,
then I have to prove it
sooner, better, harder, faster,
to you
But I still have my own problems
just call me paranoia
for I am afraid to hurt you when I try to take the steps
or when I am trying to love you more and more
in every passing days
but still, it’s very questionable
in any ways in my point of view
thus, I need your answer
from this question
“Could I love you my way?“
-Black and White-
