When you’re holding a gun…
soon enough you’ll pull the trigger…
and the bullet will flashed out before your eyes…
so that it will hit the target you aimed…
soon enough…
well, that’s the analogy of what’s happening to me right now
I’ve held the gun long enough
and I’ve aimed it at her after putting on the silencer
but although I’m still uncertain to kill her
I accidentally pull the trigger
at first it was a soft pull
then it grew harder and harder
until I subconsciously pull the trigger
and in that great hall
I could see her and some people noticed the blitz of the exploding magazine
they all came closer towards the origin of the blitz
some saw me earlier than the other
but all of them saw me now
and they began to tell their relation about me
about the disguised assassin
I could not run
for I would attract all of their attention
and now I froze there with the silenced gun hidden in my sleeves
and I could noticed the guards were about to make their moves
and I was late to escape now
I have to face it
now and then and (maybe) forever?
I don’t know when it will last
but I think I could survive if they only make assumptions
and the bullet hit her before they could throw me to the bottomless pit of jail
so that I can run before their eyes carrying my throphy of death
and I can put the throphy in pride and modesty
and I can remember it forever just like a sweet memento from her
-Black and White-
